Work Conflict/tension

 I was told by Mandy that I would be reported to my school as well as not allowed to observe Lisa next week (subtract 4 direct contact hours) because Lisa's directions lacked the clarity I needed to comply with them. I do feel misunderstood and I would like to email Mandy, Lisa, and my school to document my case. So often I deal with my issues independently and think that taking the high road swallowing it and moving forward. I want to finish this semester (Aug. 24th) so that I don't lose my money paying for the credits. Then I can relax, work, regroup, and write my integration paper until I find a place to do my final semester, if that's this fall-great! If it's later that's okay too. I feel like I could use a break. 

I think I'll just struggle through it and graduate with my masters so that I didn't waste all that time and money. 

I release negative things that aren't healthy to hold on to. 

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