The Start

 My supervisor recommended I get a journal for practicum. Not for PHI, but for me to process what I'm experiencing. 

I find myself thinking about me in therapy sometimes which I intend to focus on the client and have that time be there space. I do wonder if I should homeschool Stewart and get him started in psychotherapy again. 

I wonder which mental health provider has the best employee health insurance. 

Are there any health clubs/gyms that accommodate 10 year old boys?

Have I been too controlling of kids? How would my kids fill out the ACEs form?

What is Paul's note taking technique with paper?

website on grief= https://whatsyourgrief.com/

website for therapists= therapistaid

unresolved grief= Pauline Boss, learning to live with unresolved grief

MDQ= modd disorder questionarre

psychotherapy.net videos of ACT

Jane Honikman's 9 steps to Wellness

https://womensmeditationnetwork.com/youre-doing-a-great-job-mama/

jahari window

grief box

donate my wedding dress to make burial gowns for stillbirth babies

if someone has a still birth, ask to hold their beautiful baby or see a picture.

Anxiety Disorders Interview Schedule-Adult 

https://www.amazon.com/Directions-Progressive-Relaxation-Training-Professionals/dp/0275968375

https://www.amazon.com/Treating-Generalized-Anxiety-Disorder-Evidence-Based/dp/1593850395/ref=asc_df_1593850395/?tag=hyprod-20&linkCode=df0&hvadid=266011026192&hvpos=&hvnetw=g&hvrand=17665104504565532049&hvpone=&hvptwo=&hvqmt=&hvdev=c&hvdvcmdl=&hvlocint=&hvlocphy=1019973&hvtargid=pla-581900673059&psc=1


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